< The invisible me
Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who likes to act cool.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


THE GIRLY

Choiyee. studies at Maktab Duli as a pre-uni student. LOVE parties and #9. Red and yellow represent her.

DESIRESY
The duck♥, the one which talks human language:)& NanQuanMama♥

MESSAGESY

EXITSY

tweety
shinyi
chern
UGLY BETTIES
ahtung
pei ni
jenny bong
towtow
mok
singling
zi yin
rhenne chong
aileen
rhenda chong
rueyhwa grandma
meithing
siewung
shihao
alvina
siangyii
wanshin
yan
bonggie
chinwoon
mengiee
amelia
sai
heidi
michelle
xinluu
pauline
candy
xiao C
mengyee

ARCHIVES

April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010

MELODY


MusicPlaylist
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HIT COUNTER;

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Saturday, January 16, 2010
7:16 AM

SHIT YOU, when people ask you to keep their belongings. Of course you will take good care it since you had promised to help her. Screw you, I lost one of my beloved shoes because of you whatsoever. OK, I WILL HELP YOU to keep and without telling me that you LEFT IT AT THE FITNESS and gave to the receptionist to keep for YOU my shoes, I didn't know about that SO I don't think I need to go Gadong just to take back my shoes, I thought it is at your house. OMG ~ I really hate this kind of people. SCREW YOU MAN. OH ~ Im sorry, HAHA? DARE YOU LAUGH?When they told me, they might throw away the shoes because they couldn't find it. Frankly speaking, I couldn't smile at all during that moment. HEY GIRL, think about it. what IF IT is YOURs? AND YOU LOOKED SO APOLOGETIC? COME ON. I don't think so, YOU can EVEN just walked away. Please be reponsible. I don't know what to say ABOUT YOU. If you couldn't help me, JUST SAY SO. YOU MAKE ME LOST MY SHOES and the one I LOVE THE MOST. HEY GUYs, she told me she left it there like for 2 weeks after I asked her to help me. SEEEEE ~~~~~~
*p.s* I don't want YOUR SO SORRY FACE with SORRY. PLEASE BUY ME BACK THE EXACTLY SAME SHOES.

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Friday, January 8, 2010
4:22 AM

People tell you that they dislike someone, because that someone has done something bad to you, but the truth actually isn't like that, because eventually you will find out that they will be close to that someone. Why do people have to act in that way, well ~ there are lot of these kind of people around me. They love to act like they very support you in all matters. We people shouldn't believe those so called 'FRIEND' but I don't mean all of them, of course there are still some trustworthy friends and I know who they are. I know that we human likes to use someone to achieve something, that's our nature; can't blame them either. Whenever I see those people I really feel sucky, how naive was I ? Anyways one word to describe them, scary; because you will never know when are they saying the true with you.

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
7:31 AM








I love this series the most<3.





















I really am engrossed in watching china series recently beacause they are really nice. GO and watch. :D I love 马苏. I really love her so much, she isn't that pretty but she is cute and sweet. She is just my type. ♥ i became interested in watching china series because of her.

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
8:39 PM

Brunei really lacks of public transport, it has created a lot of troubles to ME !!! Whenever I want to go out, I have to ask my friends, CAN YOU PICK ME UP? Ok, I admit most of the Brunei's citizen own a car or MORE, but to some of us which our parents lazy to drive, really not so nice and kinda pissed off, build SOMETHING LIKE MRT bah, just like SINGAPORE. SHIT !!! The bus also not as good as singapore, what to do. I am now living in this developing country. I dislike all THESE ~ when can such life of this end? Not that i am lazy out with my friends, I REALLY GOT TRANSPORT PROBLEM EVERYTIMEs and my parents don't allow me to go. If I go out with you guys like twice a week, they will say me ~ I am just the kind of daughter who has to stay at home whole day round, like those traditional chinese girl. =.=''' Hungwee said this to me. They are still exist, the me


HUSH HUSH ♥


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Sunday, December 6, 2009
9:27 PM




Firstly, I am so happy that most of friends are back to Brunei now. December is going to be the best month ever in this year, I guess there will be lot of reunions. Everyone is still the same, the only different one is ~~~~ ~~~~~~. LOL. Yesterday we guys went to watch basketball match because denis them were playing on that day, and they won. I thought the senior would win but I was so wrong, congratz to denis them. Before going there, I went to bong's house to bathe, I made her waited for like 1 hour at home then just can go lanzhong. HAHA !! SORRY, BONG. After that ahnien suggested to have supper at T.K and our miss piggy ' LIM SHIAYUNG' drove us there. We were kinda shocked to see so many people there, and no place for us. WELL ~ those boys kept saying say they want to let us sit at their place but then they didn't move their butt pun~ DOINK =.= After wandering for 5mins, we went to food court, I prefer there, cooler and got dimsum lagi, HEHE :D ~ FORCE AND EPIIX's world again, we wild RAWRR ~LAMEEE =.= !!!
That night, I went to shiayung's place overnight. The next day howard drove wenchai, yong, sylvia, yung and I back home. THANKS, HOWARD :) Howard came and picked us from yung's place at around 3p.m then we went to the mall and did window shopping. LOL ~ OH YEA, I HOPE I CAN PASS MY LAW TEST this time. PLEASEE ~ BYE BYE!!!!! AND WAS WEBCAM.IN.G with xiaoxii, had fun ^^
<3

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
7:59 PM

Can anyone tell me what should I do now? I just got my results. Actually I knew what grade I would get before I took my report card. I got 2D AND 2E, and the lucky thing is that I didn't fail any subjects. My parents are so angry with my results, they always say I am stupid. OK YES, I AM ~ I know I am not good in studies and they are constantly forcing me, I feel so so so so so under pressure. Sometimes I will feel like should I continue study? Or just stop here?
People get pissed off when someone keeps nagging you, I am not a top student, I can't get B or A. This is not the final yet, can just give me some time? I am so tired now, I think I am going to explode, I really need a consultant. I feel so stressful because of the pressure they are giving me. I know what they feel, they feel like they are wasting money on me because I can't get the results they expect. I don't know who to share this with now? If I knew I think I wouldn't choose to study in MD, I rather take foundation at the first. No turning point for me, I feel so hopeless. I really have to work harder from this moment onward, I need to show some improvement. FIGHTING ~ I can't disappointed them anymore.
One more year to go, then just judge me.

Will strive for the best.

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Sunday, November 15, 2009
5:20 PM

I am still alive but I really am lazy to update my blog, nothing to blog. Life is boring in Brunei, nothing to do. SIGHs ~ I missed all my friends, eight epiix the most, eventhough ahbong and woon are still in Brunei but we seldom meet, it is like a 'NEVER'. SIGHs ~ what happened recently? I feel so lonely now since the days I left my beloved former school - CHUNGHWA, guess, most of us feel the same. We used to do crazy together, gossip, sports, sing and blabla together and now everyone is having their new LIFE, ENVIRONMENT & FRIENDS. Some people are being really evil, they can be very nice to you but at the back, they aren't. Why do I need to see these kind of people everyday, it is so pathetic. Everyday it's the same faces..., intolerable. I once thought that she would be the most trustable friend but I was so wrong, she only see who gives her more benefit and she will only stick to the side. This is what we called as HUMAN and maybe I am one of it either, but I don't think I am that worst.

I am now working as a part-timer, and I really love that job. It isn't a very tough job. I feel so good that I can have the chance to know all of them: JOEY ESPECIALLY :) she is nicest person I know, she is so cincai one, won't kiamsiap, easy to talk to and so ON. I will miss her if she goes back for holiday on this 25th november. SERIOUSLY, I will :) She always bring us for supper, she scare that we will become as skinny as a skeleton, HAHA. I like the lunch that she cooked for me that day, it tastes good but just abit salty, can you cook again? MISS JOEY :D she purposely drove to Yayasan just to give the lunch, how many of us can do this? GUESS, 2 out of 100.
She said to me on that day : I treat you like my sister *so sweet* :D I love that. >>Impressive words.<< ♥ jojojojo . eyyy!!! LOL ~ The other 2 are like donald duck and daisy duck, they always stick together. Cannot be separated. ♥ hoh? LOL :)

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