< The invisible me
Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who likes to act cool.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


THE GIRLY

Choiyee. studies at Maktab Duli as a pre-uni student. LOVE parties and #9. Red and yellow represent her.

DESIRESY
The duck♥, the one which talks human language:)& NanQuanMama♥

MESSAGESY

EXITSY

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shinyi
chern
UGLY BETTIES
ahtung
pei ni
jenny bong
towtow
mok
singling
zi yin
rhenne chong
aileen
rhenda chong
rueyhwa grandma
meithing
siewung
shihao
alvina
siangyii
wanshin
yan
bonggie
chinwoon
mengiee
amelia
sai
heidi
michelle
xinluu
pauline
candy
xiao C

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Sunday, November 15, 2009
5:20 PM

I am still alive but I really am lazy to update my blog, nothing to blog. Life is boring in Brunei, nothing to do. SIGHs ~ I missed all my friends, eight epiix the most, eventhough ahbong and woon are still in Brunei but we seldom meet, it is like a 'NEVER'. SIGHs ~ what happened recently? I feel so lonely now since the days I left my beloved former school - CHUNGHWA, guess, most of us feel the same. We used to do crazy together, gossip, sports, sing and blabla together and now everyone is having their new LIFE, ENVIRONMENT & FRIENDS. Some people are being really evil, they can be very nice to you but at the back, they aren't. Why do I need to see these kind of people everyday, it is so pathetic. Everyday it's the same faces..., intolerable. I once thought that she would be the most trustable friend but I was so wrong, she only see who gives her more benefit and she will only stick to the side. This is what we called as HUMAN and maybe I am one of it either, but I don't think I am that worst.

I am now working as a part-timer, and I really love that job. It isn't a very tough job. I feel so good that I can have the chance to know all of them: JOEY ESPECIALLY :) she is nicest person I know, she is so cincai one, won't kiamsiap, easy to talk to and so ON. I will miss her if she goes back for holiday on this 25th november. SERIOUSLY, I will :) She always bring us for supper, she scare that we will become as skinny as a skeleton, HAHA. I like the lunch that she cooked for me that day, it tastes good but just abit salty, can you cook again? MISS JOEY :D she purposely drove to Yayasan just to give the lunch, how many of us can do this? GUESS, 2 out of 100.
She said to me on that day : I treat you like my sister *so sweet* :D I love that. >>Impressive words.<< ♥ jojojojo . eyyy!!! LOL ~ The other 2 are like donald duck and daisy duck, they always stick together. Cannot be separated. ♥ hoh? LOL :)

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Friday, October 30, 2009
4:32 AM

Woke up early in the morning, brushed my teeth and changed my clothes-MD's uniform. I wasn't going to school because i had extra class or any ECA. Obviously, what i said shows that i went to school because i had to sit for my accounting paper, CIA :( It was a disaster, the topic that was not yet taught by the teacher because of time constraint came out in the test. I was like : WHAT? WHY NOT BREAK-EVEN? Maybe we didn't pray hard, thatsy the topic that we all don't want to see came out. WHAT THE? Question 1 and 2 was pretty ok, just normal depreciation and control account :) ONLY THE DROP-COSTING bah. No doubt, the only choice is to retake AS level for june next year, work harder to get a good grade :)

Anyways, I went to salad's house just now. Honestly, i was kinda lazy to go one but then i also felt like going, CONFUSED by my own feeling. I AM SO RANDOM, yes I am :) FELIX said, he doesn't know what I want because i keep on changing my mind. HAHA !!! OK, ADMIT, I am that kind of person. THATSY I am given a name by SECOND BEST BUDDIE, Mr. Lee Weihiung- ROYAL BRUNEI AIRLINES !!!! This time was abit crowded, because 7persons were going to her's place. Those sakai were- Zhongxiang, bert, Alan, Felix, Derek, SALAD and I:) The only real teacher would be zhongxiang, becausehe was the one that taught us all. We all had no idea for paper 6, SO CONFUSING. I prefer maths paper 1. haha :) i think all of us weren't serious and until half way, some went to sleep, some went to play UNO and PSP. SEE ~ how to improve leh?


But at least we still learnt something instead of stay at home and sit infront of the computer and chat. That's so useless. Alan left at around 4p.m, and that was also the end of group study. Everyone got no mood to revise Alan left us :) Salad kept saying she is hungry and asked felix to have dinner together. HAHA ~ We dine at SEMPORNA, well ~ i prefer FOOD ZONE,more choices, right? HAHA. The main purpose is DIMSUM, siumai :) HAHAHA

Let's stop here :) too lazy to type anymore.

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, October 24, 2009
7:36 AM

I am so tired now, my eyes are so heavy right now but still I can't sleep because I am not going to allow myself to lay on my bed and start my nightmare again, LOL ~ I need to download something till it is done then just I can off to bed. I miss my blanket and pillows, GOSH ~ the smell of it, really make me feel dizzy, I am semi-conscious now. Right now 22.46 is going to be a chance to bully me or blabla ~ embrace the opportunity, my friends[the one who hates me] ^^v *PEACE*.

A huge of relief washed through me, it is because weihiung is willing to talk to me. DAMN GOOD NEWS for me. Still the same, we shared lot of things together but then it was like kinda awkward at start because as you know lah ................. I really am so happy he forigve my stupid selfish behaviour. :( I really feel so sad, my '' HUO TUI CHAO FAN'' arh, still haven't stay in my stomach. I don't know when then I can have it as my lunch, SIGHs ~

I ♥ duck

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
4:02 AM

Im just sorry, I never meant to do something that would hurt you so badly. If time could go back, I will just pretend I didn't know anything and let her be the way she is. I know sorry can't make things right now. I don't want to lose you, I know you are still concerned me. Is it really the last time we two will ever talk, the way we used to be crazy together?

Just one last chance for me? ):
I sincerely apologise.

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Saturday, October 10, 2009
10:39 AM

I really am in love with duck.

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7:16 AM

I LOVE YOU, wenzhong.

Although I am now as a Pre-uni student in Maktab Duli that I have mentioned just now but I am still in love with my high school ''CHUNGHWA MIDDLE SCHOOL''' which I had studied for 13 years. I LOVE YOU. MY FORMER SCHOOL. I wish I could rewind time and go back to the way it was and enjoy my time with my friends.






MD's lower students basketball player :)

I think there's no obstacle for me to promote to upper sixth as I have passed all the subjects except General Paper, I can't be certain because teacher haven't given back the papers. Last few days, after the examination, I was totally moody because I expected I would fail and got very terrible marks, which could cause me retain in lower sixth as a JUNIOR again? Repeater, really don't want to see this scene happen to me. I think those evil people will laugh at me, who likes to bully bully one.'' THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE.'' I dislike them, BULLIER. angel faced, evil hearted, go back kindergarten and learn how to become a moral person.

TO YOUs: yes, it's you. DON'T SAY PEOPLE BAD BEHIND. Don't criticize people at the back and please accept the fact that you aren't perfect SO stop asking people to stop judge you because you started the fire line.

I DISLIKE you's', bullier.

Maths, scored 36% got an E. Passing marks-25% Rank-166 out of 300+
Accounting, scored 54%, got an D or E. Passing marks-? Rank-?
Economics, scored 41% got an E. Passing marks-? Rank-?
GP, scored .......

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Saturday, September 26, 2009
3:03 AM

♥I LOVE THIS GOWN, can I have it? Its nice ♥

Yesterday 26th september, I went to my cousin's wedding that was held at I-Lotus. I haven't seen her for years, the last time I saw her I was only 7 years old and after we didn't meet, as she is older than me by 8years. This shows that I am not close with her and I wouldn't know how she looks like till yesterday the wedding.
It is nice to know that one of my cousins is married, she has to start a new life as a WIFE, so her responsibilities become heavy. Take care of her children, and cook, maybe work?
The wedding wasn't that fun compare to my other cousins' wedding that held at Sabah last last years, that was very fun. Until now, I still couldn't forget it, We were being crazy together and that time the timing was good enough, they chose to have the wedding during the chinese new year so can you imagine the crowded scene (y) and today all of the cousins left and back to Sabah, Malaysia and Singapore. Quite missing those moments.

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